As much as I wanna be loved. I can't. People don't realise how much I go through, well they're just to oblivion to wanna care bout what I go through or whatever shit. People, oh people. Who am I to judge? After all, I'm only human.
Most people don't tend to realise how much sufferings one go through just cause of the smile they put on.
People like to think that they go through the most.
Because of that, think that they're the strongest.
and I hate that.
Contradictory enough, I hate myself. You may wonder why cause I'm constant uploading pictures of myself. Smiling.
What people fail to realise is, the messed up dark world inside.
I never thought I'd return to a phase like that again, in this life. But here I am. Back to square one
Thought i'd be happy forever, but I lost it. I lost it all.
Happiness, where are you. I'm feeling so dead. I've thrown my ego away long enough, trying to save myself. But it didn't work. I'm sorry.
My head really hurts so bad. goodnight.
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