Drama Queen

Yea i say things like "I hang out with boys more cause i like that they have less drama". Then here I am about to tell you how dramatic I am. 

I don't think that this can be controlled though, sometimes i really think that i'm crazy, or psychotic, or whatever you wanna call it. This isn't who I wanna be. Can I control it? Can i be any different? Or is it because like what they say cause i'm in a relationship, people tend to become this way?

But I kinda think it's the stress in my life.
My mind is a really chaotic place, it generates thoughts and epiphanies every single second. That's why i'm constantly writing. And no, I don't always write it on this blog, cause I feel very exposed. I'm conservative in a way. But not the way I dress.

Ugh by now I think you should be able to see how disorganised I am. Digressing from topic to topic. I too, can't stand myself ☺️, so don't worry if you feel the same.

and i'm eating some mango yogurt


ok so right now i'm so distracted i forgot i was suppose to blog about my inner sadness.

I felt so sad all week, idk why. can you imagine feeling sad to bed & waking up unhappy still? and when you're trying to make yourself happier, all you get is NO.

I've really no idea what's got into me. I really don't. I just wanna go shopping. I have nothing but a cupboard of clothes I find boring 😂.

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Why girls make up & dress up so much

Well, if you're not one of us, you prolly won't understand. But there's this thing about looking nice that boosts our confidence to x100.  You've heard of it, and it's true. 

Do u know that girl, muddle headed, always looking down..? Oh no, that's not her character! It's society that destroyed her inner self. 

WHY GIRLS START WEARING MAKEUP SINCE 8? 

Well.. Not all.. But most likely they're just influenced by someone, or media. Haha. Or they could prolly have matured earlier #lol 

Why girls like to wear makeup so much? 

Well like I said, it boosts our confidence. I mean when somebody super good looking talks to you, don't you feel inferior? Yea you do. 

But when you are pretty (at least kinda), you'll feel so much better, and some even can become a totally different person. Yea, it's true. (Ps. My case 😉) 

Well sometimes I feel alright without make up.. Until I hit the toilet. Bam! I realise how ugly I am. And omg. My esteem hits rock bottom. And it makes me wanna go home immediately. Unless you're having a good time, and that somebody makes you feel so beautiful. You won't feel the need for makeup. 

When you find that person, remember to keep them by your side ☺️❤️ 

"Embrace yourself, love who you are, because somebody loves you ❤️💋" 

P.s. No makeup pictures ☺️😉