Why girls make up & dress up so much

Well, if you're not one of us, you prolly won't understand. But there's this thing about looking nice that boosts our confidence to x100.  You've heard of it, and it's true. 

Do u know that girl, muddle headed, always looking down..? Oh no, that's not her character! It's society that destroyed her inner self. 

WHY GIRLS START WEARING MAKEUP SINCE 8? 

Well.. Not all.. But most likely they're just influenced by someone, or media. Haha. Or they could prolly have matured earlier #lol 

Why girls like to wear makeup so much? 

Well like I said, it boosts our confidence. I mean when somebody super good looking talks to you, don't you feel inferior? Yea you do. 

But when you are pretty (at least kinda), you'll feel so much better, and some even can become a totally different person. Yea, it's true. (Ps. My case 😉) 

Well sometimes I feel alright without make up.. Until I hit the toilet. Bam! I realise how ugly I am. And omg. My esteem hits rock bottom. And it makes me wanna go home immediately. Unless you're having a good time, and that somebody makes you feel so beautiful. You won't feel the need for makeup. 

When you find that person, remember to keep them by your side ☺️❤️ 

"Embrace yourself, love who you are, because somebody loves you ❤️💋" 

P.s. No makeup pictures ☺️😉 

OUTDOOR PHOTOSHOOT ♡

So, i'm currently trying to take some pretty photos for my portfolio and stuff like that- Because I love modelling, and i'd need these photos for things like that  ❤︎ 

So here are some photos i found interesting and amazing! All thanks to my friend Cheryln  ❤︎ 

Shoutout to you! I'll hire you if I need you professionally! 

playing basketball😂

 ❤︎ 

I'm a dancer, so it explains my physic!  ❤︎ 

STUDY STRESS CAN KILL

i love it so much how my mother nags at me giving me motivation to study harder.

OMG. STAHP IT.

I hate it — the pressure that you're giving me. I know, i know it’s my finals year. I know it. What have I done seriously. I’m just putting makeup on, cause we (my mom and I) are going out for lunch. WHAT IS WRONG WITH THAT SERIOUSLY. and u come in and tell me to stop going out and start studying. 

Pre-required knowledge: 1. I go to school, and back home. 2. I have tuitions until 9,10pm on certain days. 3, Sometimes I have CCA that require me to stay back till 7pm. 4. I study on either sat/sun. 5. I fall sick frequently due to stress. 

AND YOU. TELLING ME TO STUDYING HARDER. OMG. I REALLY honestly feel like stabbing myself in the feels. THE STRESS YOU GAVE ME FROM THOSE TWO SENTENCES COULD REALLY END MY LIFE. 

And you reading my blog must be thinking, i have a psychological disorder. Yea, it’s true. 

HELP.

Name Me Anything Worst Than This, Cause I Can't

First Of All, I want you to know that our psychological wellbeing is more concerning than our physical wellbeing. Why? You Maybe Wondering. Because, we may be sick but still be positive. But, when we’re negative, our bodies become weak and sick as well. ♡

Have you ever felt like it’s really hard to find someone you trust to share with them everything that goes through your mind? Like somehow they’re gonna use that vulnerable side of you to hurt you instead? Yea, all our past mistakes tell us the same story of us, being too foolish & too trusting. 

What’s worst than once thinking you’ve found someone that understands you and that he/she is the one that understand you like no one else, not even your mother understood you.  So, you went on telling them your true feelings,  your past hurts, your weaknesses, how vulnerable of a soul you are, and not that strong after all. THEN you find out that they don't even believe everything you said — your past hurts, feelings, everything you've gone through. 

Cause they seem to act like they understand everybody, put themselves into everybody’s shoes, to understand whatever they are going through. But in the end, whatever they are just rubbish crap, they don't even understand what they’re talking about. They don’t even know the pain you're going through or once went through exist at all, but they act like they’re the ones who went through the MOST. So, they're the wisest counsel. RUBBISH. 

I think, them acting this way, just show they’re level of intelligence — no offence to you but, it’s just how you make me feel.

Do you even know.. How much courage there has to be? For me, to tell you what ive been through? Depressions (if I may list), anxiety, self-harm, feelings of not wanting to live anymore, loneliness, crying every single night to fall asleep? Think about these people that went through all of these? It’s not as simple as you think. NO, they aren’t trying to gain attention. No. They’re just trying to ease the pain. By a lil. 

Body, Mind, Soul

This blog has totally digressed out of theme. It has became more of a “my life” blog, with upcoming fitness/fashion/dance posts coming up. But still most of it still comes from my thoughts, and philosophy. It’s more of a diary I should say.. 

Why do I feel so fat?

In the beginning, it only happens once in a while. Down the road, it's gonna be everyday.

"We get so bothered with what the society deems us to be, and we believe in them so much, we forget who we really are" 

So.. What am I talking about? 

Psychological Disorder. 

Calm down, it isn't as bad as it seems, 2 words, yea? 

Right now, this is happening to me again. 

I'm so freaking fat, I'm so ugly, disgusting piece of slob go kill yourself. That's whats happening in my crazy mind. I can't help it. It's psychological. It's not the knife that killed that beautiful child, it was her mind that did. Yea. 

But you know what, as long as you eat well, health checks tell you you're alright, means you're good! If your health checks tell you you're not, means you really should change. Cause, at the end of the day it's your inner health that keeps you alive. Not your appearance honey. 

I'm trying to help myself, I hope I'm helping you too ❤

Love,

Angelica. 

Truth About Relationships (Love)

Truth is, you don't OWN him, he doesn't OWN you. 

Then you must be thinking, what?! We're in love, definitely we OWN each other! 

No, No, No 

Get your facts right, you two are just in love. Love is what brought you two together. Not money or possessions. (I mean if that is so, it's not true love) 

Doesn't mean that you two are in love means that you two becomes 1 person. Where things he/she does have to gain the opposite's permission to do before doing so. I mean, there's a reason why both of your brains don't merge to become a single head-double bodied human. Ya know what I'm talkin 'bout? 

The reason is simple, because being in love doesn't mean losing your own prospect. If you two are together, I'm sure both of your mindsets are similar one way or another, that made you two attract to each other. And therefore, you know, in love. ❤

I hope you've understood what does a "relationship" mean.